Oo..........finally i know that if ppl...sick jor...will really feel suffering.........OMG..i sick jor....la....i hav flu....and a bit of fever........i feel so terrible....during the school times....and at last...i really can't stand it...so i sleep in class liao...after school..........after i having my lunch....n my medicines.........i sleep like a corpse for 6 hours.....n of course......i miss all my tuition class....juz after..........i wake up...........i feel so dizzy....so teruk la......then later i go out to buy my dinner......n go to take back my photostat papers......after consuming my delicious "wan tan mee".....i mei on9 a while lo.....then........i chat a while.....with hui xin......rupa-rupanya.....many ppl oso got read my blog........hui xin say she got read my blog.....then she asked y i seem unhappy ge......yes lo ho....y i seem unhappy ge....WAT makes me feels so sad???? i oso dunno la....but i really try hard not to be sad for no purpose........so now.....i am feeling better now........but one more things i quite fan abt is......dunno whether i should go for the form 5 kl n genting trip or not??? but i already go for the penang trip.........so i dunno whether i hav so much money or not............but i really wanna go to genting wo.........so dunno le...??? but kah yan gt go wo.....ok la.....no matter wats.......see first la...whether who else gt go.....so bad la..2moro still hav to go to school.......got extra class for add maths...ai yo

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Oo.....at last i know my characteristics are.......today i suddenly wanted to know how my friends think abt me....so i asked my "lion" abt my characteristics....oo...i am so glad that she tell me the truth....finally i know that i am a very emotional person.....especially when i am doing my homework.....yes...i am totally agree with her......cuz i really will get mad when someone disturb me while i am doing my account, add maths and even chemistry....but i will try my best not to be so emotional next time......furthermore...she oso said that i am very stubborn......cuz she say once i wanna resign.....i won't change my mind wo.....but i am not sure whether....i am stubborn or maybe "cekal hati"......she oso got mention that i talk very loudly in class.....yes lo....i think i really quite noisy in class................OO....finally i know my bad characteristics.........i promise myself..........i will change my attitude........from now onwards.....i promise myself.......i will start my revision.........n if necessary.......i will stop on9 for a while............so that i can concentrate on my studies.......today....i oso not feeling well............today during......i go tuition that time........i almost fall into the drain........when a lorry juz turn suddenly......luckily i managed to jump off the bicycle on time.if not i can't imagine wat will happen to me lo.........GOD bless..!!!

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Oo....i am so disappointing of myself...it is already the end of the year since PMR is juz one week left.....Why i feel so DIFFERENT....??? Last year, during these period of time....i seem working and struggling very hard for my PMR. But me now is only "struggling very hard" to online, msning and oso watching television non-stop until i "burn the midnight oil".......ppl burn their midnight oil for studying but...........for me juz doing all these rubbish.....WHY???? WHAT IS MY PROBLEMS??? actually i know that i am very lazy and i always like to online without time management....but i really can't help with my bad and terrible attitude.....i always promise myself to study and do revision on the topic which i am weak in...BUT........dunno why my promise cannot last for even 2 weeks ....Once i saw the computer, i will definitely go and switched it on and started to online....i am so addicted to it now....How can i cure my "sickness" ??? WHAT SHOULD I DO??? To add to that, i am very disappointed with my frenz.......i feel very sad........and extremely sad......Yugathes often asked me whether i hav found my true frenz or not.....? i think in all my school times.....i won't find my true frenz......so i hav decided to give up......looking forward for my true frenz....Actually i oso dun wan to giv up but....wat can i do?? Maybe i really dunno wat is friendship all abt?? or mayb there's something wrong with my attitudes.....but i really cannot do anything now..!!! if they are really my true frenz, they should undestand me and guide me to the correct way.....but they DID'T...??? they didn't try to understand me.....or even wanted to know more abt me.....!! Yugathes got ask me before why i dun like tell my frenz my problems?? Let me tell you why .....i dun like to share my problems with my frenz..!! this is because i feel that about all my frenz cannot be trusted..........if i tell them something......they sure will tell to others....i dun hav trust in anyone including myself !!! maybe because i like to "pendamkan" all my feelings...that's why i always feel sad and depress..!! ok.....watever la....cuz until i finish my form 5 oso ......i won't find the person who i can trust...then .....juz forget abt it lo.....LEAVE me ALONE!!!!LONELY YEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Today is the 21st of september 2007......today my frenz are going to celebrate their bufday.....together....they r consists of YY, MC, CY n CH too.......Today morning........i was very sleepy in school during the last period......n oso during my tuition time........feeling so tired..........but sure la..i can't sleep during tuition time..........it'll be very no manners.............but then when i go for account tuition.........i bcum so "sedar" liao......wakaka.....so funny la..............but sad la.....cuz i can't do one of the questions......but after tuition i oso not yet try the question back........i go take back my computer which i take it to format yesterday.....i am so glad that my computer was ok now.......huh.....Then i go on9 until 7.30.....then oli off9 cuz i hav to take my dinner n my shower too before i go to the party.......then time that i paling benci is.........why ppl like to cum not on time ge??? ppl aredi say cum at 8.00 but they all cum at 8.45.....haiz............very disappointed la.....but nvm cuz it is not my bufday la.............i won't care so much abt it......during the party was on..........wat i observed is that the whole group of us seem are divided into many gang.......huh!!!! Luckily....hui xin n the gang din cum..........if not i sure they will oli sit with their group.........n oli chat with their gang oli........n definitely will not hav so much fun la......then..........later at abt 10 sumthing.....they "potong" de cake lo....they all play very "din".......they throw the cream to each others la.........n spray the "things" to each others lo.....so we all bcum very dirty liao....lo...but me...luckily din get so much so the cream.....as i hide myself liao....but that naughty ai nee n jia xin......throw that cream at me....when i am not alert that time.......so bad la.....then go to imax to on9 lo.....chat a while then go home liao.......now i wanna go for a shower again.........n hav a sweet sleep....n dream too......wakaka

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Omg......my computer was infected by viruses.............wat hav cuz those viruses....i oso dun know..but wat i do is.....i am very frusfrated liao....i hav many things in my computer.....if i go to format my computer....sure everythings in my computer will be gone......i hav many power point presentations to do....hmm......so geram la...............today as usual......very sad...lo...in the early on the morning....some conflict hav occured in my class....between swet yee n chun hung.....swet yee was angry with that chun hung....n she wanted to sit back with wai sam......therefore....i hav to leave lo.......i dun like to sit over there...becuz of sumone lo........but nvm i will sit with my lion....today the whole day.....i try not to talk with that particular person.......so geram with him la.....malas la pedulinya...........i become more geram when that s2pid history teacher.........came to class......i hav never meet such a teacher before la..........so "geng" la.....her...she can juz finish a chapter juz in one week times.....although the chapter is extremely long........WHY? Cuz she oli ask ppl to read......then she juz giv sum exercises on that particular chapter......then the chapter was over ge la..........but all of us.......dun even know wat is that chapter all abt...............i really wan kill her.....she always talk abt "pahala" during the fasting month........but i wonder will she get the pahala............as she din even carry out her duty as a history teacher..........she din teach........she din even explain to us........never told us how to answer the questions.............really wan to f--k her la...........s2pid teacher!!!!!

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Today as usual...i go to school at around 7.15am......there's a ceremony to bless all the form 3 students.....seem very grand la the ceremony.......because of that ceremony....i hav to miss my chemistry period.....so bad la.......during the ceremony...i keep on sneezing.....wat a terrible morning i hav.....after that.....we all went back to class lo..........quite sleepy de.....but i keep on doing my add maths questions......so geram when i can't solve that particular question.....then i went to ask chun hung to help me solve that problem.....then later go recess lo......after having ur meal.....we went to the lobby.....n i ask YY abt the BP......then XXX say y i so care abt the party.....as that party is not mine BP party.....that time...i aredi feel that the words hurt me....then later i went back to class....n i went to take back my add maths book.....n oso my pencil.....that time XXX2 n XXX3......oso say something that hurt my feelings......i dun care whether wat they think.....but wat they say really made me feel sad.....i feel so sad......n i rasa diri saya telah dipinggirkan.....so i juz go back to my place n do my work silently......i aredi dun care how ppl think abt me.......!!! WHY should i care abt how ppl think abt me??? THEY never care abt my feeling.......!!!! haiz...frenz??? for wat FRENZ are???.......so i hav made up my mind that i won't care how they plan their party....who are they going to invite.....n watever it is la..... i will oli show myself on this friday.....i fed up with all of them aredi..........but i noe there is still some of them who will care abt me ge....juz like SY....she cum over to me....n ask why am i looking so sad.....n she oso ask me to smile la.......i feel that......i am very weird la........ppl if din get enough sleep...sure will feel tired the next day..but i didn't....i will feel tired if i get enough sleep....juz like yesterday....i sleep at 10.00....but today......i am extremely tired de....dun know wat de problems with me......

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oMg.....i can't sleep la tis few days.......although..it's aredi 3pm...4pm...or even 5pm....i still can't sleep....i feel so....!!??......dunnoe how to describe that feelings....but why suddenly i hav such a weird habit.......juz like yesterday.......i oli sleep for.....abt 1 hours...but actually i am not tired at all during i when to bed....but juz because my mum scold me....then i went back to my room...and then continue doing my stuff all.....but later....i think i should rest for a while....if not i sure will sleep in the class..but when i go school that time.......i still feel very fresh......i din even sleep in the class.............but the matter with me......is that i will juz feel tired during the evening....that's the time i go for sleep........what can i do????? i think it is becoming more serious each day.....cuz on monday....i sleep at 3......then on tuesday......i sleep at 5......hope that today....i can sleep earlier le.....i am very tension tis few days......many projects that i havto hand out.....add maths..... ULBS.....tuition de homeworks.....school homeworks....n i feel that the final exam is juz around the corner..........and i seem really....UNPREPARED.......so wat should i do????? almost every night..........i am thinking abt this matter............but i really can't help with it..........n my friends all are having "cold war".........wonder when would they stop the "war".......actually wat i hate abt is that tis coming sun....there'll be a treasure hunt.....in my group.......ky n ws......they hav quarrel n until now oso haven't talk with each other......so i dun wan they treat me as a medium to transfer msg........i feel that if u wan to talk to him or her.........why u wan me to help u to sampaikan semula....le.......i HATE ALL tis...........TERRIBLE

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Today morning.....is really a bad day for me.....!!! Yesterday....i sleep very early....then today at 4 sumthing....wake up jor...cuz feeling so cold....but then me so lazy sure i continue sleeping la......then at 6...wake up n feel that my right eye "bengkang" jor.....feeling so terrible la....one eye smaller jo.....since my eye "bengkang" liao.....i really dun hav mood.....then i packed up all my books and wait for my turn to bath...after that....i put some medicine to my eye....after that...abt 7.15am ....go skul......really no mood la.....after the assembly....go back to class lo....then we were inform that today no physics class....so i start to do my add math exercise lo.....then that kah yan went to ask for money....as me really dun hav money...so i say i din bring lo....she say in a quite high tone..."i aredi told u yesterday ge ma...." i dun like ppl rushing me to pay...if i got money sure i am going to pay you....la....but i still remember during the beginning of the year ....when i collect money for de library....she oso say like tat to me ge la....then she like marah jo tim.... but today....since my eye is not feeling comfortable...and my mood really bad that time.....i juz dun wan talk to her jo......i very angry with her ar......

this few days...very fan la.....cuz kah yan and yoke yin marah liao....wai sam n the gang.......cuz a small matter....why they all so "kecil hati" ge.....terrible...betul la....so today..wai sam....ask me to ask kah yan whether.....she still wanna join with her during the treassure hunt.....??? then we all go to the lab to watch movie....there...yoke yin and kah yan are playing calculator sms....i juz concentrate on my add maths oli.....while they all watch movie....but as i hear all of them laughing so happy...i watch that movie a while....it's really funny la....after physics period ended....we all go back to class.....then later kah yan send me a sms with her calculator....she ask me to tell wai sam that wai sam still owe her a exercise book.....i feel bad la.....i dun like being treated as a medium to transfer information from one's mouth to another.....i hate to do tis...furthermore i am still angry with her.....later i told wai sam abt the things.....so juz after recess.....wai sam giv me a new exercise book..n ask me to giv back to her...Why they are so funny?......cuz a little problem....they angry liao...each other....then when gud liao....bukan main rapatnya mereka......cannot stand it anymore......

my eye is feeling better now...not so "bengkang"...liao....today really feel so sorry la....if i got show my unhappy face to all my frens...or even not saying a "hi"...to u all guys.....SORRY la...cuz me today really not happy la.......

rain....rain.....and rain......once again i am getting wet......when i go tuition that time.......i really jealous la...to those who got parents...who fetch them to tuition.....after all my tuition......i go home and on9 until now....juz now chat wit hui xin.....i "listen" to wat she write about all her sweet memories....i am really jealous....with her as she got many sweet memories in st.john and oso with her friends.....but me......haiz....all my sweet memories...are slowly changing to bad memories......but honestly.......all my sweet memories are when i was in lower form.....b4 the "W" join scout.......i still remember that time....i first join scout....my first day..of entering scout is that i learned kawad...then later ....i n 4 others girls n a group of boys.....when for the ujian lencana usaha..........i really enjoy that moments.....very happy.....then after the usaha camp....hing wai ask me to join all the boys to go for maju camp......Wow....!! i feel so proud la that time cuz....me one gurl....lead all the boys.....hehe....teringat pun dah gembira....hehe!!!! that time i really like SCOUT very very much............going camp.....go scout house....go gathering....having activities in skul and many more......really happy...la

form 2 is the year where we all done sth really wrong......which is kicked hing wai out of SCOUt....cuz "they" all making report on wat hav hing wai done........that year is really bad.....but hing wai is really nice person as she still help me, chun hung and man heng on the preparations to the Jaya camp........in the camp....we oso feel so lucky as irene n the acs senior are there....they help us a lot in building our "khemah"....form 3....i think is my happiest year ever......as this year...we are having our camp in skul....for the first time.....me as the assistant secretary tim....enjoy those time...riding on chai teng "ego" scooter....go trace for the track...of the pengembara......go meeting...at chun hung house......playing together.....during "halangan komando"....so fun.....but all these are going to end ge la......and i won't find back the happiness forever......cuz of the presence of "W".....that's all for today.......i think..cuz i wanna go sleep liao....
friendship?....how can i find true friendship??......will i be going to miss my school times after my form 5??? really dun noe la....but actually there's nothing for me to miss about....so ntg la...ok la....really hav to stop jor....gud night.....god bless me......n my frenz

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very nice le....this picture......my son, lik wak draw ke wo.....sure nice la....hehe..
wonder when can i finish the t-shirt design

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wat a lousy principal i hav.....? today morning.....as usual....we will hav ur physics class....but today as puan lee absent.....so we juz stay in the class lo.......although that period is actually the P.E. class.....we all chat with our frenz all usual............then suddenly that bullshit principal came in and ask us who is the teacher tat should cum to class........then we say it's now physics period....but then dun noe who told him that the teacher incharge is puan farhah.....after he go to the next class to see puan farhah...he cum back to our class and start to giv us lecture.........he say we all must go P.E....dun juz stay in de class.....then wonder y suddenly.....he talk about his son la.....computer la.....biology.......n the internet..........???? wonder wat rubbish is he talking about..............???? actually i really hate him la.....since he cum to our school .....he change everything.........during assembly......ask us to "masuk baris"....."sedia" juz like during co-curriculum......then now...he say we all students cannot wear those spects....which have thick and colourful frame..........bullshit....if he wan me to change my specs.......can....if he pay for my specs....which almost cost 400 sumthing.....u think we r very rich ke? i HATE that stupid pricipal la.......plz go other school...la....for wat he came to my school.....ha....
about the co-curriculum........i today heard ai nee....tell chun hung to paste sumthing on the board.....then chun hung ask her is it 7.30 on saturday........i think it is a meeting on saturday le....if it is true.....i think i won't go ke le...cuz as puan lee say co-curriculum hav ended this year...for wat i go....malas la....

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It is a fingernail so important to a female? Today i am really shocked when one of my frenz is being asked to cut off her nail....oMg....it is juz a fingernail....juz cut it la...although i know...she "tak sampai hati" cuz the nail she kept aredi very long.... but we as a student...must follow de skul rules de ma...n at last she was being forced to cut it off....when she came back to class.....her eyes r watery.....i think she wanna cry lo......but i dun think we should cry over a nail.....if u cut it...later it will grow back oso......her mood after that was really down.....she juz sleep in class....n dun peduli everyone is the class......until i go home tat time...i see her still in that bad mood......
in the evening....at about 4.21pm.....i was almost knocked by a car......that car driver really bull shit la...cuz "de driver" put the signal to turn left but then he go straight suddenly.....me really geram la.......i wanna kill tat driver n wonder how he got his license??? cuz i was being scared by the car......i once again...almost knock by a motorcycle....luckily nothing happen....thanks GOD!!
Ok la...i wanna stop here la....i wanna do my homeworks

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I am so nervous and scared nowadays.....xpecially when i saw those form 5 de students are already having their trial.......OMG juz one more year to go......n me myself will be sitting for the spm trial....SPM.....time really past very fast......juz a blink of eyes.........n i already in form 4 this year........juz now i read ah ling the comment......she said that the trial paper is very difficult.....xpecially de sj......actually that day...hui xin oso got told me tat de sj paper 2 is damn difficult ke wo........they so "keng" oso said the questions are difficult.....Ooo.... then wat will happen to me if i am the one who is taking the exam....me sure get 9......i really dun understand why i am so lazy this year.......i always plan to do all my homeworks.....during holidays.....but the results usually is that i will juz do when date due.......What had happen to me??? Why can't i juz concentrate at my studies???? I must control myself.....i can't let the laziness control me....i must overcome my problems..........i suppose to study right now.......but juz can't control myself so juz on9 lo......but i must plan my time wisely......cuz i oso need some times to relax my mind........study hard....meiyee........i know that i can do it......add oil meiyee!!!!!

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