My mood is......DOWN!!!

OMG.....! What I have been doing in this half of the year? I really have no idea about those activities that I have done as if I have lost all my memories....
I know that I cannot keep on my attitudes like that cause I am already in form 4.....next year I will be having my SPM
BUT what can I do??? Who can come and help me....guide me to the correct path....huh!!!
Why all my friends seem to be so free as they even got time to go here and there....but for me....it is better for me hanging at home.....and sitting in front of the computer just like now......
Now already left one day and August is coming....but I seem that I don't know what I have been studying all the times.....
Today.....when I get back my Bio's exam paper......once again.....disappointed......cause I FAIL my Bio
That moment only I realised that I don't know what have been taught by teacher during my Biology period.....
Furthermore....I feel that I am very LAZY this year......cause I always run away from my tuition class....and even though I attend for tuition...I surely will sleep during lecture....
Why I always feel so tired de.....? Sometimes....I even think.....should I sacrifice my scout and others co-curiculum stuff and pay fully attention to my studies.....?
I really don't know......
Okay la....as now is already very late....I think I should go to bed lolz......
meiyee.................gambateh!!!!!!!!!!!

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My mood today can be considered quite good de....I am very happy when "she" come over and talk with me......and my friends, too....although "she" is making fun of me.....but i am willing to be treated like that....coz if i can make them laugh....never mind de lo....I always being de victim for my friends to make fun with......coz they always say that i have married with LTH de la....n wat we'll do in the middle of the night....that's all rubbish! All nonsense.....That's all for the part during my assembly....After that....we went back to our class....n started my new n challenging day......after having my chemistry period......i felt so bored....but anyway i keep on doing all my homework.....i am very "geram" or hateful when my history's teacher absence for class again........wat tat idiot teacher wanna to do... she always absence but if she presence also no use de le.....coz she never taught us.....since the first day.....she came into our class...WHY is the school giving us such a teacher?Omg...! I am really not sure what will happen to me....when the examination came....? How am i going to answer those questions....? Whatever.....la....but the things that really make me angry is that my additional maths de teacher didn't let us go home.....as he has promised that he'll let us go home at 1.50....he broke his promise....and i am really mad at that time coz i am very hungry....and no mood doing the add maths n maths de questions.....crazy la me!!!!! Ok.....i think i'll stop here....cuz i wanna to go for tuition lo......

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