Posted by imkenix
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2:45 PM
Today is the last day of the school holidays......that's mean in another 6 hours.......i'll have to go back to school...haiz.........Juz now.....my parents and i went to KTAR to watch the"SGM Malam Mesra Kebudayaan".....Quite enjoying ke.....de performance........Today morning oso we got MKKP meeting........lastly.....i manage to officially resign from my posts......i am really glad....n i hope tat after my resignation.....i can concentrate at my studies......le....Actually i feel quite soli cuz my resignation will make them hav to cut down one of the PL and oso to reorganise the patrol again.......i am so SORRY la..... but that is not what i want....!!! in the meeting...me and my friends are being punished....to do de "frog jump"........so painful la.....i hate doing tat...........i really dun not UNDERSTAND.....why should i be punished? For wat is the punishment? I am so confusing la.......now my legs still feel very pain...wondering how am i going to march.....sometimes i really dun like to attend any of the meeting tat is organise by the SCOUT....i will be very "geram" whenever i talk or heard about SCOUT de things........ok la......i hope tat.........from now on.......there is nothing about SCOUT in my blogs.......... ok la....i wan go to check my mails la....gud nite my blog.....hehehehe......
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Posted by imkenix
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2:47 PM
Wow......today hav been a happy day for me.......as me and my friends went to ipoh...one day trip..hehe!!!! At around 9.30am...ivis and her bro.....cum and fetch me....after tat, we go fetch carrot, salestie n kira.........then we go directly to the bus station.......on our way there...we saw the "kid" cycling home....i think ! we all gather up......n wait for de others...then swet yee came...n later on....LMC oso reach there aredi....the bus to ipoh hav arrive lo.....then LMC say tat de "kid" will reach in 30 seconds....within 30 seconds....de "kid" came.....Wow....de "kid" really fast la.....(swet yee was being scolded by the bus conductor.....while the BC is collecting the bus fees......so rude la de BC....haiz.....poor customer service...!!!!)
after a hour....we reach our first destination.....which is the ipoh bus station. There, we take a bus to JJ....as we reach JJ.....we quickly went to the cinema...to buy the tickets....we divided into two groups....one group...which consists of me...ivis..LMC..."kid".....we went to watch "rush hour 3" while the others went to watch "secret" by jay....as our movie started at 1.30pm...so we plan to walk around first...after some while....we decided to hav our lunch first.....we hav our lunch at KFC....cuz ivis got some discount coupons....after finish our meal....we quickly walk to the cinema..as my watch aredi shown 1.25pm...LMC helps us to buy popcorn n soft drinks......the movie is really funny ......xpecially chris tucker....he is juz a funny guy la....having a lot of fun watching this movie........
after that.......we go to look for swet yee n the gang.....we search everywhere but oso din find her...later she send me a sms...n i ask her where she is...she say she is at the food court....four of us went upstair again to look for them....then we walk a while at JJ.....n rush to ipoh parade....i buy a necklace at bum city......i like that necklace very much.........we walk n walk until 6.30pm....we quiclky take a bus n went back to the ipoh bus station.....OO.....we missed de bus....cuz LMc go to toilet....we wait n wait.....then LMC tell us there is something to see under the bridge.....me n salestie went n see....OMG!! wat r the 2 ppl doing....? "memang memalukan....n that two ppl...really rendah akhlaknya" How can they do such a thing in public.....???? won't they feel ashamed? then....they left aredi.....2 bus came.........but the bus dun't wan to "jalan".....a security guard.....was so "geram".....he make a lot of noise.....later on.....a bus came........n we quickly rushed into de bus.........we reach kampar at about 8.50pm......then we wait for ivis's bro....to cum n fetch me.........at last i reach home...lo.......juz after having my dinner n now........i am going to take a bath......n go to bed......wat an enjoyable day in ipoh.....hehe!!
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Posted by imkenix
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12:54 PM
Today is the forth day of the holiday...but i din feel that i am in a holiday mood.......i am very stress la......many things happen 2day.......2nite...i sms ai nee to tell her tat my bro n i can't come for tomorrow de marching practise...........then she say never mind.....but she reminded us tat thursday n friday still got practise....i then told her that i am not free ma........then i ask her again tat whether i need to come to tis sun de meeting or not? she say we hav to discuss about it.....Wat is tat? she say we hav to discuss about my resignation.....she say if i wanna to resign....i must get all de mkp member de agreement..wo.....haiz.......why so TROUBLESOME???? i juz wanna to resign oli ma....juz agree mei....ok lo....holiday is so boring.....holidays is juz meaningless....i din hav any plan 4 my holidays as my whole week oso got tuition la.....so lazy.... but at least...2moro...i will be going to ipoh....to watch movie la...i think i can relax a bit.....hope i really will....ok la....i wanna continue to do my homework la....so many homework for my holiday la....
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Posted by imkenix
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2:29 PM
fiNaLLy.....de walk-a-hunt was over !!!! disappointed la.....cuz lose liao....but never mind as i hav a lot of fun during the competition....hehe!!! 2day.....those who take part in the walk-a-hunt oso dun hav to becum the helpers of the carnival as our competition juz ended at around 2pm....we all waited for so long....feel a bit bored while i am waiting.....haiz.......today morning........i woke up quite early de.....after i hav prepare myself.....i wait for sam sam to find me......cuz we wan go eat breakfast......but finally....i go to find them as they are very late liao.....we all quickly cycle to de "pasar" where we ate our breakfast....we all eat very fast as we scared we will be late.....luckily....we are juz on time when we reached pei yuan (SUWA).....!!!! then..ai nee ask us to "hantar" de "borang kebenaran ibu bapa".....then ai nee giv sum talk lo....we were told to be discipline cuz we all are representing 239th Kinta scout..... at around 7.55am....shok yien ask ai nee whether those who gt walk-a-hunt can leave mei? after ai nee ask us to go....we all 6 team quickly rushed to the basketball court...there, we are given a sticker, a flag....n sum bread....after sum time....the competition begin....many of our school de ppl oso got take part la....example like ah hwa..ah mok..yau kar foo.....hui qing....sundra..mun sing....n etc.during the competition...we really hav to think n think as the questions are quite difficult de...after answer all the questions.......we juz "hantar" de question paper....lo at around 11.30pm..then we walked back to the basketball court.......there....we waited for so long until i can't follow my parents to ipoh.....so bad la...sob!! so disappointed when none of our team got a prize....n oli wilson got a tin of biscuit (i think la) during the lucky draw....he was so lucky la.....before tat...emily call ai nee n tell her tat our event haven't finish yet......later...emily tell us tat we dun hav to go back to pei yuan after the announcement of the winner....n we were told tat we can go home right after the announcement......so glad tat we dun hav to be de helper....cuz i aredi feel very tired jo....then, sam sam....lion n me cycle back to TBB n we went to hav our lunch together....after tat....lion n i went to somewhere la.....after 30min......we left...n i go home n on9 lo.....but after a while de internet lost connection.....i was so "geram"....n i go watch dvd....."heart of greed" again n again...cuz very best la de story....i wonder tat....how am i gonna to spend my holidays.....??? but i am sure tat i will go ipoh tis wednesday cuz wan watch movie ma....long time din go ipoh liao......n today miss jo as my parents got go ipoh la...haiz.......but one thing for sure is tat my holidays are full with homework n tuition here n there....that's mean i dun hav holiday lo......HOLIDAYS juz for me to sleep a little bit late....hehe.....ok la....wanna go to sleep la.....juz like pig la......always wanna to sleep oli.....wakakaka.....
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Posted by imkenix
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12:40 PM
Oo.....i am very excited about 2moro...de walk-a-hunt..!!! wonder my team can win or not??? Hope can win le.....i need money very much.....hehe!!! But after 2moro de walk-a-hunt.....we all still have to becum de helpers of the carnival...organise by sin chew jit poh....quite lazy de la.....
2day....once again...i almost late for school.....cuz yesterday....3.30 sumthing oli sleep...cuz watching tv and wan 2 finish all my homework ma....at least now....i hav finish 30% of my homework la....then when reach school ....realised tat the floor is all wet...how am i gonna to sit on it....oMg...2day got "majlis pelancaran bulan kemerdekaan"....tat's mean i am gonna to sit for a longer time....sure my skirt will be wet lo.....haiz......
actually feel a little boring.....2day in class....cuz all my frenz din make any noise.....they all juz seem so quiet la......kinda of weird la.....i so "geram" la.....cuz cannot go lost world...i wanna go but can't la...firstly i thought i wan 2 join ah wai n de gang ge....but now can't follow as this sunday got many tuition la....i thought can go relax myself ge....but never mind la...we'll go after the final exam....hehe..
i think there is oso nothing special happen in my life 2day le.....cuz i juz concentrate on my homework...n i din care abt anything tat happen around me.....after school got.....meeting...ai nee as usual will giv us some briefing on tat carnival.... those who are taking part in the walk-a-hunt oso hav to be de helper for de carnival....feeling quite lazy de.....but never mind la....i now will juz follow orders....then...de MKP hav to stay back for meeting....darren oso gt cum but juz a little bit late...then we started our meeting..lo..he ask us whether we got any complain abt de backwood cooking or not....i juz dun hav any comments.....at 1.40pm ...de meeting was dismissed....n i quickly rushed back home after taking my t-shirt for the walk-a-hunt....when i am on my way back.....darren passed by n ask me to find him someday...to talk abt my case....my case??? isn't about my resignation???? i feel very worry la......ok la...dun wan to talk so much le.....bye bye my blog.....!!! 2 more days to go....yuges n yugathes de bufday la.....wishing them to having a great holidays n oso bufday la....hehe!!!!
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Posted by imkenix
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1:02 PM
Wow!!! Today i feel so free la.....mayb because i aredi din have de burden...on my shoulder gua....i must promise to myself tat starting from now on.....i should study hard!!!! But today oso feel a little bit sad.....
Today morning....i feel a little sad...cuz mayb about de resignation as i quite scared tat ai nee won't approve my resign....but then after we all went back to class.....i was being scared by sam sam n wilson...as they both quarrel early in de morning.....sam sam was very "geram".....after both of them quarrel.......sam sam n i went to toilet...i ask her y she feel so angry de.....But after we went back.....i went back to my place n start to do my homework.... Later.....i heard shok yien mumbling.....feeling so weird...i look at her lo....OO....i noe y...she is so angry le...cuz ai nee "kuatkan" de fan....shok yien say tat she is very cold...so she went to slow down de fan....Today is really a sad day la.....All my classmates seem to be feeling very down...........they all look sad....chun hung feel say after quarreling...shok yien who is very angry cum over n sit wif us....i ask her y she din sit wif ai nee? but she din answer me....! wondering wat happen to my frenz...? Why they feel so sad de?? i start feeling sad for ai nee.....why shok yien din "peduli" her ke?? I oso forget liao wat happen after tat....as i remember...my est teacher ask us..whether peers or frenz are important to us or not?? i answered tat i won't need frenz so much which i mean....i won't die....although i dun hav frenz..but conclusion is i still need frenz la..i juz wondering when can i find my true frenz....close one ge la....hihi...wat am i talking about.....? seem juz like talking rubbish la....wakaka...then after finish school...we all scout hav to stay back...marching ma....but then oli i realised...tat today marching practise cancel liao....but still got meeting cuz ai nee wan 2 giv some briefing...on tis saturday ge.... sin chew carnival n de walk-a-hunt....but during tat meeting...i see shok yien feel very frusfrated.....she actually dun like to wear the scarf during the walk-a-hunt.....juz wanna say.....dun treat ur close fren like tis la....haiz.....ntg to say le!!!
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Posted by imkenix
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12:06 PM
Today should be a happy day for me......but all this was being ruined when the co-curiculum started at 1.55pm.......Before i talk on the topic that really made me wanna to shout"FUCK".....i'll start my blog wif something happy.......Today morning after the assembly.....puan yasmin called all the girls to stay back....that time....i was blur blur de.....i dun noe wanna to stay back oso.....hihi...puan yasmin talk about the girls issues.....which is not suitable to tell....to u all....hihi!!! during the assembly.....tat bat po, ah ling ask me who is that "she" in my blog.....of course...as i aredi use "she" as the symbol....i surely won't tell de la.....so i ask her to guess lo....I wonder why everyone that read my blog oso think that "she" is tat swet yee ke??? i honestly tell u la...ah ling that person is.....actually......not swet yee but another person in my school....if u can guess correctly....i will giv u a treat....wakakaka!!! I oso wonder wat had happened to tat hui xin.....injuries here n there....so cham la....must be very painful...err!!! Then.....we hav class as usual la....during de maths period....we go for eyes testing......n the most terrible moment came.......as soon as the bell rang.....!!!!!!we all gathered at the lobby....."masuk baris" lo.....she ask man heng n how lai......to check the full-u.......Did she ever remember tat i am oso de pengawai disiplin...??? But everytimes.....she oli will call man heng....to check de full-u....sometimes me myself oso dun noe whether i am de AJK or not???!!! After that......how lai ask chun hung n wai chun.....go out to be "hukum". chun hung ask wat's wrong wif him...?? before that how lai oso ask me to cum out.....then how lai said tat we both din wear de "pangkat" badge...we both not satisfied....cuz ai nee n man heng oso din wear....so if want to punish both of us....u must oso punish ai nee n man heng too.....i was very angry tat time....i am not satisfied wif everything.....then how lai ask me to cool down....but i can't....!! later how lai came n said tat we wait until friday first....wait for darren to punish us....! what the fuck!!! i really wan to explode de la.....then we started to march lo.. me feeling very not "shuang"....so....pretend to be cool.....but unluckily.....swet yee made me wan to laugh as i see sth weird from her....later i dun noe y...? man heng ask all of us to go to the "tapak bola keranjang" to march.......then march la....me aredi cool down ge la....but when i see her....i will feel tension......after marching for sum time.....we then gathered at the lobby....cuz ai nee wan to announce sth lo...she juz say tat 2molo....after school...gt marching practise n friday got mkp meeting wo....so hateful la...meeting this...meeting tat........!!! that moment.....i dun noe wat happen 2 myself but i juz wanna to hand out that resignation letter as soon as possible...so after we all dismiss......i giv her tat letter......but i noe....trouble will soon coming to me.....watever la....cuz i really dun wan to be any AJK or watever APL la....no meaning....."tak ada maknanya"......ok....i think i hav really cool down ke la.....n i think i won't regret on wat i did tis afternoon.....when i went home..........after having my bath....."He" sms me again but now i din feel scared about "him" la...cuz we are juz frenz........when i think about the first time "he" sms me....i feel so scary la....but lately i feel better now.........but somehow....i really worried that i hav to wait for few months oli i can resign.....i wan 2 stop immediately ......STOP EVERYTHING!!!!ok la.....i should go for a shower to calm myself......wakakaka
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Posted by imkenix
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1:16 PM
Posted by imkenix
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2:30 PM
Oo.....i am so frusfrated now......I am thinking whether i should really giv her that letter.... yesterday before....i sleep.....i hav aredi made up my mind tat is i would like to resign from the post that i am having in the scout......i hav think for a very long time n finally i came up with de letter.......but i am scared of many things....example.....i scared that de pemimpin won't let me go for exam......n oso gathering.....if like tis for wat i attend the scout....right??? Why i can't juz do it according to my feelings....but i really scared i will regret.....la...and i oso dun noe....wat is the most suitable time for me to resign......n if i resign....dun i hav to wait for 3 months notice....i hope there is no necessity la.....lazy la.....wanna to be free as soon as possible....today i really feel no mood after recess.....because i din see "her" around.....where hav "she" been......wanna see "her" oso cannot la.....haiz....... furthermore.....i am very frusfrated about de color of our class t-shirt.....why ppl like to choose tis n tat de??? We hav discuss for quite a long time n finally today....we hav the conclusion....the color that we choose are black n apple green...ok la...i quite like tat color de....!!! Really thanks to my son....man heng la....he see me so "fan" n he ask me wat's wrong with me.....n i tell him that i am quite "fan" wif the color of de t-shirt.....n finally he help me to ask de class to decide de color.........once again i miss my add maths tuition.....but never mind....i will go on friday...n i think i will go to the sunday class for my account......cuz saturday...surely not free de .....cuz got walk-a-hunt.......why my time so packed de......?? wat a tiring life.....i hav!!!! Tis cuming holiday.....i wanna go sumwhere else.........to relax......hope can go.....without any "halangan" le..........ok la...........i oso dun noe wat to say le.............but conclusion of today is ............i am very "bimbang abt her" la.........hihihihihi...dun noe wat i write la..........???!!!!
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Posted by imkenix
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1:30 PM
You've got an awful thinking on your mind right now -- but so does everyone else! You may need to step back and let people go through their own business; save your thoughts and opinions for a later time.
Wow....so accurate la....tis horoscope reading....!!! i really got an awful thinking on my mind right now.......but i dun noe whether others are oso same like me or not.. As i am quite a stubborn person.....i dun noe how to step back...really can help with my bad characteristic.... today have been a sad day for me......
Today......i sleep until 10.30am oli wake up....so tired la.....after tat...have "pan mee" as my breakfast....so yummy la... then i juz walking around de house lo...doing nothing la...see having a such boring day....then at 1.30pm.....my mum cum home n fetch me n my brother to my grandma's house....having lunch lo...but i din eat a lot cuz no appetite....then go tuition lo......today got exam la.....but i cannot finish all de questions....so sad la....
after tuition....i went home lo.....i go to my mum's room....i sleep on the bed.....i start to think about many things.....such as the scout n others school de things...n something that i hope to do....but my mum din support me oso....i am so heart broken .......sob.... i started ...................................................to.........................tears started to roll to my cheek........yes i am crying..........i dun noe why suddenly i will cry de....then ran back to my room to cry " sepuas-puasnya".......after crying for almost an hour.....my emotion....become stable....back.....but still feel really sad........why my mum like to babble.....then.....later my mum n my brothers went to my grandma's house to have dinner...but i din go.....cuz no mood la...........actually tis is not de first time ......i cried for no reason.........i always like tis de.....me really sot sot de....hahaha
then on9 lo..........go friendster...msn...n oso find the info about great wall of china....n oso de leaning tower of pisa......but suddenly no internet de line......haiz................so frustrated la.......wan go on9 oso cannot de......y like tis de my life so unlucky......every times oso like tis de...i wan on9 oso cannot........ok lo...then i wait........for so long....juz like ages....at last can on9 back lo....but all my friends oso left aredi...........then off9 lo.....cuz very late aredi.....suddenly......i think about the "sin chew" carnival........i wonder wat will happen in tat carnival.......cuz i am not helping in de carnival..................i am going to enter the "walk a hunt" competition...........i am so tired right now...............ok la......i think it's all for now...................i wan turn off de computer aredi la......i hope that i will have a happy day 2molo le............no mood liao....le
u all sure very boring....rite.....reading my blog......cuz everyday de content oso almost de same de.............me oso dun wan de....but wat can i do.....??? i am tat type of person ma...........BORING gurl.............haiz.............
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