Friends? Actually I seem to have forget the meaning of friends.

If I am not mistaken, friends are the close companion of we, human beings....which can share happiness and of course unhappiness and some even can share difficuties together. I even look up the online dictionary.....FRIEND means "A person other than a family member, spouse or lover whose company one enjoys and towards whom one feels affection"

Yesterday, I went out with Wai Sam.....after that we went to "yum cha" with Ai Nee and Keen Wai. And from they, I know I have been the frog under the coconut shell. I am so "grey-hearted" after knowing that my "friends" have come back from genting. But they didn't find me...or even send me a sms. I realised that all my friends had gone....gone forever and never will meet me again....I am so disappointed. Those who have been sitting behind me and beside me during school time....all are fake friends....NONE of them are TRUE friends....

OMG, I feel so scary! How can people change so easily?? Just two months.......everyone change...but maybe even me have changed...Just that I have not change too much..

FRIENDS................where are you?? Please don't forget me!!! CCY....hope you get a job soon!!
OMG....February is coming soon!!! Before that.....HAPPY CHINESE 牛 YEAR!!!! Hope I can find my TRUE and BEST FRIENDS soon....!!!


#~signing out --kenix~# 12.18pm

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HAIZ!!!! Why mom so troublesome geh??? CNY also want me go work arr??? HUH......that RM70 also want count??? No then just no la......I don't care!!!! I just don't want to work on the third day of CNY...Please don't force me arr.......if not I am going to get mad soon......Aiya!!! just joking one la.......cause no one will be able to force me do something that I don't like.......

CHEH......but so often that I was forced to do so many things that I don't prefer.....For example: working.....I am so lazy to work but in order to get some money to buy my desire laptop.....I just take the job to fill up my free time at home.....But this helped me a lot as I feel bore at home already....as mom always urge me to work...,so FAN....Thus, I feel working is better than staying at home and listen to her "lecture"......Anyway.....two days more and CNY will come....I am so looking forward toward this BIG day.....where I can wear my new clothes....wakakaa!!!

~# signing out ~* kenix @ 11.45am

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OMG!!! Help! Help me, please!!!!
Today I go to laminate some paper...when I first started laminate, I put in one piece of paper into that machine...but it never...NEVER come out...!!!!

What had happened???? As I am blur blur geh, I asked for help lo..., when they checked and they said nothing left inside that machine....aiyo!!!! How can like this geh..!!!!!!!! My document really stucked inside but they said “No...nothing inside!!”

Now I really hope that nothing is inside that machine....cause if that machine spoiled. I am not able to pay for it....haven't get my salary yet....

But if that piece of paper is not left inside then.....where have it gone??? Oh....working is so troublesome la....!!! I wished I could go back to school.....enjoying life everyday....Why must us grown up???? Why everything can't be the same forever????

But I pray to God that they will not find that paper forever..........or just can find after I end my contract here.....which I mean after March....

~# signing out #~ kenix @ 3.49pm

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Today.....I go learn parking
I feel so sad and I don't know what reason that make me feel sad??
Maybe because I am undergoes a lot of PRESSURE....erh!!
My driving skill today is bad.....and just more simple to say TERRIBLE
and that "UNCLE" keep on saying that I am very bad in driving.....
Oh man, please la...Under the hot sun, who can stay.....I almost very sunburn lo???
Moreover, this week I really didn't have a good sleep also!!!
Camp, camp and CAMP!!! ALL stuff is making me so STRESS!!!!
Even though I don't have anything to do.....hahaha
Am I going to pass my driving test??? And now....I even feel unsure whether I can pass my motor test or not???
May Lord gives me STRENGTH to overcome ALL my STRESS.....and I hope I can pass my test once....As my money almost finish le....Lacking of money...making me so sad..
May GOD bless me!!!

~# signing out ~# kenix @ 3.42pm

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oh......yesterday is my first car practise......although i get my license for a long time but i haven't go for any practise......
oh my gosh.....i am so scared la....i scared of all those big cars.....n those small kids.....cycling around the park.......

oh.....now only i realised that driving is not an easy task......then 2day i learn for three hours more.....gt some improvement geh....but i think i am not stable yet......i can't control the sterling welll............scared scared and scared......
i still gt 6 hours to learn......then i will be going for test ge la.....
but how am i going to take the driving test....while myself still in fright........
huh.....bored.....bored n bored.....this world really gt no fun la......
i think my secret is no longer a secret anymore....cuz many people see me driving today......huh...i can't cheat anymore......

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Oh my gosh....Today I wake up very early the morning .......but then after doing some account exercise.....I feel so sleepy that I go to sleep until 2.15pm like that cause of my message alert and also a call from my mum.....OOooooo.........it's raining heavily out there so today I can't go learn my ----- lu......waste my time la....then what I do??? Of cos as usual....on9 lolz......then play some games.....then continue my account exercise....and of cos listen to the music....then Yinky sms.....saying that the Uncle will give the t-shirt to them at my house......oh..that's funny.....The t-shirt, not me in charge de.....why want to go to my house and collect le.....hehe

Then, I get my chess club t-shirt....oh that's nice la....At night we go to the church for some music class.......oh man!!! I am really stupid at playing music instruments la.....I learn to play drum today but my whole body seem to have transfer into a robotic body......you know what I mean......my hands and legs are as stiff as stone!!!!! And I can't even control them.... I think I really stupid la.....wonder can I be better next time....??? Hopefully can la......hehe

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Huh...today as normal....go school and I have my Biology paper today.....
Damn....cause yesterday only play maple until I didn't revise anything for my Bio....so what happen?
Sure my Bio's marks gone ge la....This time mid-year exam....I really didn't do any revision...I think I am not gonna be in top 10 ge la....so sad la...but this is what people "eat salty fish must stand its saltiness"....hehe I translated it into english.....
Tomorrow will be my last paper for this exam....that's Add Maths.....
I think my marks also will be ruin ge la....cause never attend for tuition for a long time.....
Okay la....I want to continue with my maple....cause I want to get level up......huh!!!

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General characteristics of the sign Pisces.
Pisces are directed strongly to the inner self. They are mystic and pensive but they also want to have contact with the outside. Generous to the core, they are able to make large sacrifices to a matter in which they believe. People come to them complaining about their problems because Pisces understand others very well. Many Pisces are barkeepers, often good barkeepers, because they are helpful, love socializing and want to help people. They can be very good at listening to the problems of others, understand a lot, sympathise, and have a good instinct. But they don’t let this affect their life. If they don’t feel like it, they throw their sensitivity overboard, just like that. They love eccentric things and sensationalism, are able to stir up sensation themselves. There movements are slow rather than fast. Fire signs can get annoyed at this. Earthly they are not, can be lazy, but when they are in their element, then they can move mountains. Also they can be indecisive, walking with their head in the clouds and so fail to notice many things. Pisces like to be alone, have a strong inner life, are able to withdraw within themselves, also in the company of others. They are sensitive, affectionate, altruistic, diligent, helpful, tolerant but also negligent, sentimental, depressed, fanatical, desperate and contradictory. They can be very changeable, also negative, plaintive and vague. Want to be free, can’t handle a strong will. They suffer in silence, have problems shifting themselves. They think deeply about all kinds of profound often impractical problems, but they seldom solve them. Their inner nature is good, gentle and sweet. They can love intensely in a gentle romantic manner. They are hesitate in their behaviour and often vague in speech. They don’t have the need to be clear. Their moods change quickly, they have typical and hard to understand qualities. Pisces can be musical geniuses, mediums, and spiritualists. They have a mystic nature. Many are paranormally gifted or have a good intuition. They identify themselves with everything around them, take the colour of their surroundings, and let themselves be swept away, participate in everything, and speak the language or a dialect of others in no time at all. They take over behavioural patterns, influences and feelings easily. They are unfathomable and incomprehensible. Often they are misunderstood, so they must find happiness within themselves. Generally they don’t have much to say. Fish are creatures that make no sound. The extreme is what they love, like to be famous or be scorned, to live in luxury or poverty, they don’t want to live according to the rules. Stimulation is what they need all the time to get into action. The impressions they give are of a lethargic nature, have slow movements, and are quickly out of breath. Mostly they emit a quiet radiation. They are idealistic, never ordinary; there is always something "strange" about Pisces. Pisces like playing a role, telling stories well but have a problem with the difference between the truth and a lie. Are able to imagine anything, an illness, and an imaginary love, to be somebody else. They can be silent for a long time, than talk for days on end. One moment they are very happy, the next very unhappy. This because of their strong emotional/inner life, that’s why they have a need for human contact. Also a great need for rest, peace and harmony. They can be artistic and be great artists. They are open for the opinions of others. Many Pisces don’t want to receive a lot of attention but if they achieve something in the artistic area, then they appreciate it. They suffer from depressions, are hurt easily, withdraw themselves then. They are very emotional, are not able to hide or control their emotions, all of a sudden they can have enormous outburst of anger. They have big problems with inner uncertainty, of fears, crying or hysteria. They have the feeling that they can’t handle things on their own. Arguments and tensions upsets them, for this reason they distort the truth sometimes. Inner conflicts occur many times with Pisces, but they can grow above this and they can reach a condition of peace and happiness. We call that a sort of "enlightening". They don’t feel very much at home in this world, that’s why they create their own dream world. They have a fear of losing people they love, that’s why they can cling to them, lose the loved one because of that. Looking after their business they are often lax and even lazy. They are actors, can get things done by others. They can manipulate others by acting the martyr, letting others know how much they suffer. Bring up their health if there is something they don't like doing. They can make others feel that they have done something wrong to them not by words, but by their behaviour or by their look. If they have a problem in making contacts, they can withdraw themselves from the world or become everybody's friends. This comes out of fear of not being accepted. They do a lot for their friends, are not critical enough, can be deceived easily. They love romantic festivals, especially old-fashioned ballroom festivals, where they can wear their most beautiful clothes. They are very charming with guests if they know them and feel at home. If they are strangers, then they can be timid and be afraid of making a wrong impression. They are very happy having dinner in romantic surroundings, in the company of a romantic person, with candlelight and beautiful soft music. Then they are in their element. They won’t go out by themselves, they need company. Pisces can be stout or very thin, they often have full lips and big eyes. They must watch out for addiction; spirits drugs, cigarettes etc.

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Huh.....at last I am back after ages of time....
don't know why suddenly got interest to post a blog.....
haiz.....today when i wake up in the morning......I thought today is Sunday......then i quickly get up from bed.......
after taking my bath.....only I realised that today is Saturday.....How clumsy am I???? I thought I am late for tuition......
then my mum ask me to buy breakfast for her....but at last we turned up to take our breakfast outside cause my mum and I with my uncle and aunt....when to see my mum's new MYVI......I am waiting for that car.....so that I can drive it after i get my "P".....today is a busy day for me as my phone is kept on singing...."It's too late to apologize"....
haha...that's my phone message alert la.......a friend have ask me whether I am interested to go the church....
to learn music instrument.....actually I am longing to go to the church so that I can learn to play guitar....but then I am not brave enough to go there by myself.......huh.........What can I do...???Should I go??
let's put this question aside first...cause this few week will be a busy day for me.....
addition maths.....I need some help.....I can't do all those questions la....
luckily Wilson had help me to solve some of them.....okay la....nothing much to write.....better back to do my add maths....

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huh......!!! 2day i am so happy that i meet her again since she left school last 2 years..........i really miss her a lotz.......happy tat she still remember me......she still with her loved one going to the ff.......i saw hing wai too at there.......omg.....she is beautiful now compared when the school days...she is fair now........i wonder i can see her again or not le......(CT)......wonder wat's she is doing now????

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