Yesterday I had done some quiz in Facebook. One of them is about "What is the theme song in your life?" Being curious of it, I had done the quiz and the result of the theme song in my life is "Learn to Fly by Foo Fighters". As I never heard of this song before, I try to search for this song in one of my music software. Despite finding this song from the above singer, I found "Learn to Fly by A1". I think this song is really suitable to be my theme song although this song is actually not the result of the quiz. I feel that the song lyrics really describe my feelings.

Let me share the lyrics with you all:

When you feel the dream is over

Feel the world is on your shoulders

And you lost the strength to carry on

Even though the walls may crumble

And you find you always stumble through

Remember never to surrender to the dark

Cuz if you turn another page

You will see that’s not the way

The story has to end

And if you need to find a way back

Feel you’re on the wrong track

Give it time, you’ll learn to fly

Tomorrow is a new day

And you will find your own way

You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry

Then you’ll learn to fly

In your head, so many questions

The truth is your possession

The answer lies within your heart (within your heart)

You will see the doors are open

If you only dare to hope

And you will find a way to fight

The fears that kept you down

Cuz if you turn another page

You will see that’s not the way

The story has to end

And if you need to find a way back

Feel you’re on the wrong track

Give it time, you’ll learn to fly

Tomorrow is a new day

And you will find your own way

You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry

Then you’ll learn to fly

Looking at your situation

There’s so much that you can do

Now’s the time to make your stand

This is just an observation

In the end it’s up to you

The future’s in your hands

And if you need to find a way back

Feel you’re on the wrong track

Give it time, you’ll learn to fly

Tomorrow is a new day

And you will find your own way

You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry

Then you’ll learn to fly

Give it time

Then you’ll learn to fly

Hmm, I love this song so much. Later I may post this song to my blog to let you all listen to it.


Today my friend, Chun Hung had come back from S'pore. Still feeling glad that he haven't forget us. Just now he just came to my house and we have so chit-chatting. Yoke Yin will be back on 19th June. Hope can see them all soon. Congratz to Yugathes as he will be further his studies at Australia after finish the SAM from Taylor. Wish him all the best!!! Friendship is always forever!!! After graduate, do forget me arr!!!


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Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

This test is really true la...almost 95% accurate!!!


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This morning is our Talent Time performances...

I am extremely nervous this morning and I seemed to have forgotten all the dancing steps... OMG lol!!! But finally we have successfully performed the dance. Even though I have forgotten some dance steps in the middle of the performance.... Haiz!!! No talent really no talent.

All the other performance from other group is really entertained. Hmm, today is the most entertain day.... Huh, although our group doesn't win any prizes but I think no problem la as long as we feel happy!!!

This is the picture of all the members of Group 13... (some of them have gone back hometown ady)

And this is the picture of our group flag (nice mou)

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Today I didn’t go to college as I was so lazy to play all those station games…so bored and tiring!!!

Then at night, we have some dancing practice at Nerriza’s house again. Huh…although the dancing steps is not too difficult but it’s still a burden for me…. All these dancing practice reminded me of the dancing practice I have during I was in Form 2. Hing Wai asked me, Ai Nee, How Lai and Shok Yien to join a Dancing Competition during a gathering at St.Michael (if not mistaken). Huh… those time is so tiring as we practice almost every day!!!

We practice and practice until 1.40am. I know that my MOM is very worried about me… but I can’t just leave as we haven’t finish practice. Alamak… I think I have forgotten the steps lol…. Aiyoyo…my memories is really terrible la!!! Can’t remember anything geh…. Hoh!!! Feel so sleepy right now. Good night and wish I can remember the steps by tomorrow.


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Hmm…, I think today is better than yesterday. As today we were entertained with the performance by the societies and clubs.

Luckily Cu Van and Xiu Juan got come to college…so that I won’t feel so lonely. Today also, I was able to make a few friends. So sorry that I just remember two of their names, which is Ka Mun and Li Fang (just ignore the spelling)… and another girl if not mistaken is called “Kit Wen”.

Just have a lot of fun today!!! Then, at night, which is just now… we are drawing our flag and also planning on our dance movement at Nerriza’s house. Huh…feel so glad that Nerriza helps us to draw the flag!!! Then we (girls) paint the flag. But I am so sorry that I can’t help finish painting the flag…feel so sorry!!!

Haiz!!! Now I am having headache in choosing my Co-Curriculum…. What should I choose??? I actually want to join the Christian Fellowship but I’m not a Christian. Will that be a problem??? OMG!!! What societies or clubs should I join??? So ma fan la….

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Today is the beginning of another new chapter in my life where I started my new life as a college student at TAR College. It’s a totally different lifestyle I have never experienced before. Why I say so??? It’s because I started this whole new life all by myself. Now I am thinking about my friends… I miss them so much!!! I wish they can study with me but I know the wish will never come true.

Today when I reached the college main gate, I feel so nervous and strange of that place even though I have been there for many times already and I even worked at there before. This reminds me about my working experience as an Examination Attendant. After registered, I went to Auditorium to collect my t-shirt and a file. Huh…, the t-shirt is so large for me!!!

I was grouped into GROUP 13. After we introduced ourselves, we were told to think a slogan for our group. Haha… we don’t have to think of it as our AGF had think the slogan for us. The slogan sounds like this:
Group 13… we’re the best
Group 13… we beat the rest
Group 13… sakai sakai sakai all the way………
Ma Chi Ke Ni………

Hmm… I feel so glad that I can make some new friends today. They are Cu Van, Xiu Juan and Carmen. Three of them are really friendly and funny. After lunch, we have our Mass Call where we need to read our declaration. Then we have to listen to Dr.Choy’s talk. After the event, we were told that we will be having a “Talent Time” this coming Friday. As Nerriza (our group AGF) draws the number 1, we have to dance. OMG!!! Dancing? Dancing is my weak point…I can’t dance!!! Nerriza told us to think what dance to be performed but of course we can’t think of it la…

She told us if we can’t think of a dance, she will ask us to dance SAKAI dance as our group is the sakai group…. Wakakaka!!! So crazy!!! Huh, tomorrow will be a tough day for me as three of my new friends told me that they will not be coming tomorrow. Aiyo…, I will be lonely Kenix tomorrow!!! Never mind lolz…cause I already used to it. All I need to do is to wish myself “good luck”!!! [^O^]

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Today suppose to be a day to be remembered as I will be going back to school to take prize for SPM. This should be a happy day for all of us. But all this had turned into a DISASTER.

Today I went back to school at around 9.10am. I just wear a slack and a t-shirt with some words on it as I don’t have any other proper wear. I thought that as I was not wearing any jeans, I will be okay. But those blind people really can’t differentiate slack and jeans. But after I tell that what I am wearing is not jeans but slack, they have nothing to say and just say “Okay, you can go.” But once I turned and wanted to went upstairs…I was stopped again by -a---n. Can you guess what she says to me?? Oh... 我的天! She said that my t-shirt got the word “WHISKY”...and says “How come you wear a t-shirt like that in this kind of function?”

Oh, Madam...Whisky is just a normal word what... If I am wearing a shirt with the words like SEX or F--K, then you scold me la... I really can’t stand this school la... What the hell... I am so frustrated that time... Hey, come on!! Who will look so detail on my t-shirt? Then I said that my house is far away but they say I so smart in giving reasons. If I am not smart, I will not be here today. But they insisted that I go home and change my cloth. Okay, as Puan Leong advises me to go home and change, so I went home. But all my other t-shirt doesn’t suit with my slack. So after thinking for a while, I decided to wear my new skirt and long sleeve t-shirt. Oh my god, how come the teachers and those guests so troublesome ones! This time is even worse than the previous one. This time they say my skirt is short and my t-shirt is tight.

Crazy de meh?? My skirt is just 1cm above my knee. If this consider short, I really don’t know how to measure long? Hey, we’re young girls not “mak cik”! What they assume us to wear? My t-shirt is tight? I think that is not called tight but fit. Of course, when we buy t-shirt, we will choose the ones which fit us and not too loose. Is that right? I think if I really wear I loose t-shirt, they will complain that I look untidy. So I really don’t know what they want us to do?

This school no hope already ge la...Give people some reward also noisy here and there. Hey, give some face to us la, we just come back and take prize only what. Just tolerate a bit la. We’re no longer the student of this school, can’t they treat us as outsiders. Busybody only...why don’t they scold the parents who are not properly dressed?? Crazy de... I feel like crying...(my tears are falling down to my cheek) You won’t understand how I feel that time...so bad.

So disappointed that I can’t get my prize myself even though I wear so formal already. Hey, that is my office wear!! Not formal enough meh?? Haiz....really not in a good mood today!!!

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Huh!!! After two and a half months working at UTAR, I finally ended my contract yesterday which was earlier than my actual ones. But anyway...happy to be free again. Yeah...I can start planning what to do in the coming 3 weeks. Hmm... want to go for vacation but don't know whether success or not. Normally won't success one... Then I wish to dye my hair and straighten it too. Planning to do many things but my budget is not enough...Haiz!!! Still haven't get my salary yet. But one plan must be on...the plan to go Ipoh to buy my working shirt and shoes. Oh...still have to work in April but I be working at KTAR this time.

Yesterday have a lot of fun. Go out for a drink at Maha Maju with Lik Wak and others. Hmm...looks like Lik Wak was the earliest one who go study in our class. He'll be go to LimKokWing UC to study Interior Design. Hope he will be fine there...

As for me is just like what I had planned earlier which is going to KTAR to study Accounting. Hope this is the correct way for my future. Still have a bit worry about it. Aiyo...don't know what to write liao?? Feeling a bit sleepy... I think I should take a nap now. Sayonara...see you again my blog...XD


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Oh, I am so disappointed about my result!!!
I just get 8As...which consist of 6A1 and 2A2.....
Hmm...the rest better don't tell...because I feel so embarrasing!!!
I get B3 for my EST which I thought it was a mistake... I don't believe that I get a B for my EST...
And what is more terrible is my Physics and Biology... As a Science student, I really out of idea why am I getting such a bad result for both my Science subject... a B4 for physics and a C6 for biology....
I feel so sad when I saw my Biology result...
Now... I think I can't do anything!!!
But what I want to do now... is to check back my EST result... and just hope I an get can A back...
Now only I know... without an A... it is difficult to apply for any scholarship!!!
But I really want to congratulate all my friends who get an excellent result...
HAIZ!!!... I feel so shame to let people know about my result!!!
Anyway hope for the best!!!

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12/3/09. This date represents a very important day in my life. One week before my birthday and also the date that I will be getting my SPM result. Hmm... a bit nervous!!! I don't know what will I get for my result...but anyway I think I already give out my BEST to do my SPM last year... HUH!!! Worrying if my result is not good enough...how am I going to apply for any scholarship... my aim is just simple... I just want to get at least 9As...So that I can at least get 100% waiver from KTAR... but.....

I really don't have any ideas on what result will I get... no confident at all....
Anyway....just hope for the best!!!
I believe tomorrow will be a great day!!!... I hope so............

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