haiz...............2day i thought i can go listen to law.....cuz i am going to take my motor license.....tak sangka.....when i am in the middle of the journey....suddenly that uncle......receive a call....n he speak in malay......then.....he stop at the toll n tell me n taufik that there is no space liao.....and he ask us whether we wan go home now or at 12pm....then we both say that we wan go home now lo..then he sent us to the nearest bus stand....we waited for so long....until the bus came.........luckily taufik is there...so i can ask his father to bring me back to that shop again.....so angry la me...cuz i thought i wan finish it as fast as possible la...

this few days.....i really get addicted to maple......wah this game is really fun n made me addicted...i play until i oso can't stop.....my mum often scold me for being such playful la........i really hate sum ppl....i wan kill ppl la....i wan kill everyone that "menyinggung" my feelings
KILLLL......................

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actually who am i???i m a gurl with a lotz of problems....problematics gurl i think............i am a gurl who mayb seem to be happy.....but the fact is i m not as happy as ppl think........i am a gurl with a lotz of stress....tension all the times........but still.......i won't let ppl to know how stress am i...!!!i m a gurl who like to keep all my secret in deep of my heart.....thus ppl always think tat i m a mysterious gurl......(mayb)i am gurl who like to made a lotz of noise in class....although sumtimes....i seem to be quiet..........as u noe la...my add maths teacher always scold mefor being noisy wo......but i din feel that i m as noisy as my other frenz....but he din scold them oso......oli scold me!!! ???i am a gurl who seem to be very friendly.........but actually i m friendly la....if i hav know the person very well...if not i'll be a gurl who is quite shy.......i dun like to talk to ppl that i m not close v........i m a gurl who dun like to make the first move in watever way......i surely won't make my first move if i wan to made new frenz.......shy i think....i am oso a gurl who hate ppl talk bad things bhind my back....and i m oso a gurl who very "kecil hati".....i think so...wat else i can say about myself le...???i am oso a gurl who dun hav trust in anyone....cuz i hav once been betrayed by my best frenz.........since then........i hav no trust in anyone......n i dun believe in frenz....thus....i dun hav best friend after all..........haiz........eh.......i oso dun noe wat to say bout myself lo......yeah....b4 i forget....i am a gurl who is very violent.....last time....i love to bully the boyz.....but since i go to secondary school....my violent hav decrease lo......gurl....should be so violent ke???but i still like to bully my bro......ok la...i think tat's all for today...........i wanna continue to watch my tv lo.....hahaha

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actually how is the feeling of being a happy person.........???? happy??? i think in my dictionary....there is no the word "happy".....i really dun understand why i always feel sad n depressed de.....??? although i noe......as i am living in this beautiful world.......i should enjoy n be happy every second of it.....but juz dun noe how to express that feeling......i juz feel sad la.........others ppl holidays..........happy...go here n there for vacations.....but for me.........i hav no where to go........i juz can hang around at my tiny little room oli........facing the four walls........i wan to be happy.......OMG.....i think abt it n i found out that i haven't be really happy this year.........this year is really a terrible year for me la....everything i hav done this year seem bad.......no matter in wat category........but xpecially de scout la.........yesterday i read back my blog..........i feel very sad.........for wat's happening to de SCOUT this year..............i really "sai sam" lo.....to SCOUT.....but i think problems will exist next year...........n many problems are cuming......but i think it is already none of my business la....but it is better dun involve me in those troubles jau ok la.............next year..........is CCY really transfer to sentosa .......but y can he be so "cekal" ke....say wan transfer jau transfer ke??? i really wanna salute him lo.............another things tat i am unhappy of is y sum of my frens is so irresponsible ke?? borrow liao ppl things dunno return back....??? ppl ask liao still dun wan return ka??? i really hate this kind of ppl ge la....so hateful la.............ok la..........this few days..........i hav insomnia again.........so tmr i wanna write a blog abt my history or mayb a blog abt me myself ge la........if i gt on9.........in the middle of the night..........hahaha!!!!

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Oo.....i juz cum back from penang at 10pm juz now......at last i am free to post a blog but of course i am free now........HOLIDAYS ma........but my holidays seem to be quite dull n bored la.....so sian la......holidays......those s2pid the frens oso din accompany me to this trip.......make me feel so sian...........but watever la.........OO.....i hav a terrible day in penang la.........i hav never taste such an untasty food b4 in penang......thus i always thought that penang food is the best......but this time during the trip....all those food that i eat.....no matter chay kuay teow, prawn noodles......n many many more.....are not tasty la...........thus in the trip, i lost all my appetite la......moreover....i am not feeling so well too.....always feel wanted to vomit.....flu......n cough like hell.....n i oso feel a bit dizzy during the time.....we walked around the heritage XXX........dun noe why every times....i visit those temples....i oso feel dizzy ke la............n all of us (FORM 4) oso hav stomachache.........dun noe wat hav we eat until all of us oso stomachache..........terrible....TERRIBLE la.......after all the visit to temples..........n all those historical building.....kek lok si.....we travel to the beach.............because of my laziness..........i dun wan to put off my shoes..thus i din play at the water....juz walking beside the beach observing our group playing so "shuang".........in the bus.....all the boys are making a lot of noise.........screaming.....yelling and watever la.........and at last we reach kampar at abt 10pm lo.........i quickly switch on my computer once i reach home.....after i take my comfortable bath............i mei on9 until now lo...............gt a chance chatting with ah jie.........she say she will bring me to penang so that i can taste those delicious food that i hav eaten 2 years ago (if not mistaken) when ah jie is working at penang.......oo.....i hope i can go there n eat TASTY food but not those UNTASTY food anymore..........getting crazy ge la......later when i go kerian campfire..............hope that i ll hav a gud time at there..........!!!!!

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unbelievable......................i can't believe that i will cut my hair until so short...........i feel so "tak sampai hati" la.............wonder that hair suit me or not..............???? today is sam sam bufday.....we go to LF n celebrate with her...........have a lotz of fun..........although her bufday juz past.....but i oso wanna wish her happy bufday..........n may her wish cum true.............!!!! ok la....ntg to write la.....so i juz stop here la.....i wanna go sleep lu......

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i feel so suffering...........i feel that i aredi can't breathe...........i juz seem to be "lemas" in the sea.......meaning no one can even save me ge la......last night......i feel stressed....that i nearly gone mad........i feel so tension with the exam...........i am scared that my result for the final is worse than the selaras 2................i scared i will fail all the subjects.............but whenever i say i am very scared about the exam........my frenz will say that i juz pretending.....they say that i won't get fail ge....n say that i am cheating la......but the truth is that i really really dun know a single answer for the questions asked...........tomorrow is the last paper.........est......i feel more terrible after the exam..........why? cuz i will be getting all my marks...........i can't imagine wat marks am i gonna to get.......i feel that i am really a failure la........even though i go for tuition for almost all the subjects.....but the results i get can't even higher than a person who dun even hav one tuition............juz like my bm paper 2......i hav a good teacher at school n oso a tuition teacher.......but i only managed to get 75marks out of 110marks............wat a failure.......everything i done oso does not seem right.............maybe i really need a good rest after the exam.........i should go on a vacation..............so that i can forget all my burden...........why i 24hours oso feel very sad n depressed geh.....???? why i dun enjoy my life as someone say to me that i should enjoy my school life.............!!!!! yes la......but as i am a very stubborn person....i need some time..........to think about my life............ok la........i should sleep as tommorow still got exam....trying to be optimistic................haiz.......... (^.^) happy always....meiyee

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Oo......at last the final exam starts.............n today is the third day of the exam...............so sian la......i HATE EXAM.........!!!! today my history paper really sucks la...............when all the questions.....i oso dun noe.........die lo me..............later so more bad when i ans the moral paper..............juz the same.......SUCK.............oh i so tension la.........when next week the exam...........all oso seem to be very tough for me.............xpecially the bio........n physics.............oMG.................exam faster end la.....i already can't stand such a pressure...........this few days i.....oso dun hav a gud sleep as i went to bed at 4 sumthing........then wake up at 6.30..............so tired and suffering la...............i hope that i din do things at the eleventh-hour.............thinking about my english paper.............i think my essay will fail la.............as i done many mistake at my essay.................sian la...........b4 i forgot..........today is my fren.....pei shin bufday.............wish her will hav a happy day today la.....n oso gud luck for her exam.................HAPPY BIRTHDAY.........pei shin.............today PSS hav held the "mesyuarat agung"..............n the ajk for next year hav been "diumumkan".............n i am the pengerusi of the PSS...................so happy la.....of course..............but i scared i can't do it la..............cuz that's a quite big responsibility............i hope i can do my best la.....as the pengerusi for the PSS next year...........ok la...........it's quite late lo...........n i am going to do my revision as tomorrow hav maths exam la..............must do sum preparations.............

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it hav been ages....i din post any blog recently......cuz i am sort of "busy"...la.....exam is juz 2 days left but.....wat hav i done........????? i really dun hav any idea about it......at first...i am very " tekad" to study ge.....but then...cuz i can't understand wat i am studying abt that bio.....i giv up la.....i hav use 4 days to study on it.....but i still at chapter 2.....y actually i can't understand it..............OOh....i am sure of it.........cuz i never listen to wat my teacher teach in class lo...........wat a USELESS person am i!!!...........after i giv up on that bio.........i suddenly "sudah terjebak dlm" games..........i play games everyday since the day i surrender to that bio.....i become addicted to the games............i play games until 5.30 in the morning..................the juz on friday..........i get sick jor.....luckily....on saturday.........i feel better.....thanks god......today during i went for bm tuition.........i asked my frenz..hav they study for the exam.....i feel that they all must finish revising..........juz me who haven't done all that...........OO...i am so scared that i will fail my exam..............xpecially the bio....sejarah....n add maths.....n not forget physics too...........ok la.............i think i won't post any blogs until my exam end..............hope that i will hav a better result la......may god bless me la.........USELESS meiyee.......................

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oUr faitH aNd oUr fRieNdsHiP aRe nOt sHattEreD bY oNe biG aCt, bUt bY maNy sMaLL nEgLecTs...friends..........our friendship really ruined by those small matters.......actually wat's the problems.......why each year i must quarrel with one of my frenz ge........??? the problems are with me or at my frenz le.....??? but i think most of it.....the problems is surely with me ge la.....juz like last year..........bcuz of some small matters.........i quarrel with swet yee...n we din talk for 1 year...........wat a waste...........ho? n this year...........once again quarrel with that guy...............?? u think when am i gonna to fren back with him le.??? but that guy......i every year oso quarrel with him ge la.......cuz u know his attitude la.........8 ma, rite...........sometimes.......he juz will making fun of u without notice that that he is actually irritates others............juz like this time......mayb he is juz wanna play play........but without notice........he actually making me angry la.........so geram la.....OO.........juz chatting with cheong yew...........i ask him whether he is really wanna transfer to sentosa.....he say yes.....but he scared that the school dun let me......to go....if he really cum to sentosa.......then good lo.....can hav a frenz to chat with...........wakaka..........then can bully him juz like in primary school..........haha miss those times.........sweet memory la.............* ah ling...i so gud le........u say wanna read my blog..then i write one for u to read lo....wakaka

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Oo..........finally i know that if ppl...sick jor...will really feel suffering.........OMG..i sick jor....la....i hav flu....and a bit of fever........i feel so terrible....during the school times....and at last...i really can't stand it...so i sleep in class liao...after school..........after i having my lunch....n my medicines.........i sleep like a corpse for 6 hours.....n of course......i miss all my tuition class....juz after..........i wake up...........i feel so dizzy....so teruk la......then later i go out to buy my dinner......n go to take back my photostat papers......after consuming my delicious "wan tan mee".....i mei on9 a while lo.....then........i chat a while.....with hui xin......rupa-rupanya.....many ppl oso got read my blog........hui xin say she got read my blog.....then she asked y i seem unhappy ge......yes lo ho....y i seem unhappy ge....WAT makes me feels so sad???? i oso dunno la....but i really try hard not to be sad for no purpose........so now.....i am feeling better now........but one more things i quite fan abt is......dunno whether i should go for the form 5 kl n genting trip or not??? but i already go for the penang trip.........so i dunno whether i hav so much money or not............but i really wanna go to genting wo.........so dunno le...??? but kah yan gt go wo.....ok la.....no matter wats.......see first la...whether who else gt go.....so bad la..2moro still hav to go to school.......got extra class for add maths...ai yo

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