i hav been attending the pesta sukan.......that held at ipoh...........i am participate in the paintball......really hav a lot of fun.......but it is very painful.....when kena shoot.....i kena shoot at the arm....n my back............waiting for the bus is really not an interesting things.......bored.....bored n bored....in conclusion............this pesta is really bored......as we hav been waiting all the days......something bad happen during the open ceremony of this pesta.........

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2day is my first time....attending an event as a gbbm member......go to bangunan perak darul ridzuan.......listen 2 ceramah aids................so boring la.......morning until evening........tired la.....then at nite......i go to chun chun bufday party.....hav a lotz of fun.....went home quite late.....wanna hav a gud sleep first.....

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this month really hav been a busy month for me........ i hav attend many activities la........(consider many la)so let's me recall back my memories.....haha


FRIDAY , DECEMBER 7 , 2007

gOing 2 keRiaN caMpfire.....today....i am very nervous as i am go to kerian for a campfire....2day i ll be having a cooking contest.....scared.....nervous....excited.....dun noe wat's my feeling actually ithis is wat we cook for the competition......look yummy rite??? wanna eat.....??? so hungry la.......then at nite.....kah yan.....yoke yin....emily .....they all gt banner n dance competition.......wonder they will win or not.......???at nite emily was sting by a bee.....then she went to the clinic......so cham la...go gathering kena sting by bee......then we change class.....i thought can go lower class.....but then we moved to the highest floor of another building.....4th floor......ooooo....omg....that the end of today.....s....first time participate in cooking contest at gathering la....i can't sleep well......cuz we r going there.....at 4.00am.....i scared that i left somethings...it is really a damn feeling.....never start my journey at 4am.....that's really early....but nvm....at last we reach there.....once again....mad.....those cooking utensils n our "vegetable" n my luggage is TOO HEAVY.....my hands almost wan to break lo.....that oso nvm la...cuz it's our things ma.......then the urus setia.....bring us to the class.....omg....our class is on the 3rd foor......so heavy still gt to carry so high....wanna get crazy that time.....at around 9am.....we moved our things down.....cuz wanna start competition liao......heavy heavy n heavy those things....we wait n wait n the competition at last start around 10am.....cuz the weather not so gud....gt a bit rain.....



this is wat we cook for the competition......look yummy rite??? wanna eat.....??? so hungry la.......then at nite.....kah yan.....yoke yin....emily .....they all gt banner n dance competition.......wonder they will win or not.......???at nite emily was sting by a bee.....then she went to the clinic......so cham la...go gathering kena sting by bee......then we change class.....i thought can go lower class.....but then we moved to the highest floor of another building.....4th floor......ooooo....omg....that the end of today.....


SATURDAY , DECEMBER 8 , 2007

tHe wOrst caMpfire i Hav aTTend....wah......today no need alarm oso can wake up......u noe why??? cuz those ppl marching.....n stepping their feet until....the building wan gegar liao...n we all oso wake up in the middle of our dream......so hateful....wanna hav a gud sleep oso cannot......today morning very bored.....later rain wo..................sure we hav 2 sit on the wet floor....so lucky la....when the campfire start .....rain oso stop....the organizer giv our place at the back......really teruk la....the organizer...many things happen that nite..........some happy some unhappy ..........

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i really dun understand why nowadays.....scout seem very hateful to me.........i dun understand.....why those AJK can ask ppl cum for meeting as they like....din they understand ppl life not juz for SCOUT, SCOUT...n SCOUT de....ppl got other things to do de ma..............haiz.................now....even go to gathering oso hav to make "perjanjian".....need to sign the surat...........macamlah saya ni........pesalah.....yang akan melanggar undang-undang yang ditetapkan......................hihihi...........why suddenly write liao malay ge???? watever la......now very geram le........meeting....meeting.....meeting ur head meh.........................s2pid --rr-- ...............ok la............wan go to bed lo....cuz 2 moro oso gt MEETING.............................

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lately i really "fan" la........
i dun noe wat i wan to do............holidays start liao but i feel that i have wasted my holidays liao....i wan revise but i din do tat......then i will be going for the scout campfire.....for three days....no preparations are made...............very disappointed of myselfnowadays i oli know how to mapling...........but sumtimes i play games oso feel very "sian" la....really no use liao me........now cough like hell n my voice oso change liao.........like ghost la......my voicei think after the campfire.......i can go for ujian komputer.........n start my form 5 studies.......i hope i can do that la...............i really very grateful to my seniors........those form 5 de who giv or lend me their notes....reference books n oso exercise books........thanks to u all...............ok la......2moro need to go to pasar with my team member......wan go beli "sayur" hahahanow wan watch tv first......"the gentle crackdown" then later watch dvd
holidays = wasting

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huh!!! i oso hav no idea on how to write my blog la.....thanks hui xin for ur comment.....if gt time send more comments to me la...
i really feel jealous cuz u gt a group of gud frens.....i hope i'll find mine one day....!!!!

lately i feel that i seem losing my confidence in doing watever things la........this few days...i often go to chang's house to discuss about the cooking competition....i see those scouts are really gud......i feel that me myself is really no use la......i always scared that because of me......they'll lose...i feel juz no confident in participating that cooking competition la......cuz actually i'm not gud in cooking....huh!!! although i hav been a scout for 4 years...but lately i hate scout n oso dun hav any confident in doing all those scout skills.....today i go to how lai house for a simple meeting......after meeting....our group discuss about the decorations....i really don't hav any idea la..........then chang say why dun we made mini gadjets....and she say that our group got me...n say that won't be a problem as i am quite skillful......hahaha.....!!!! yes...i am skillful but oli in the knots.....i am not gud in making small n tiny ge things ge....if in the past i think i won't say like tat but i think this is a gud challenge.....but why ge??? :) i oso dunno.......now i oli hope that i won't make my group lose in that competition this coming friday la........haiz.......!!!! juz now someone sms me n ask me whether i wan to go to a place.........i really hope that i can go........but i really scared that i will feel bored...n s2pid cuz no one will know who am i and i scared that i am shy to make new frens at that function.....haiz......i really dunno wat should i do....??? <(:)>

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haiz...............2day i thought i can go listen to law.....cuz i am going to take my motor license.....tak sangka.....when i am in the middle of the journey....suddenly that uncle......receive a call....n he speak in malay......then.....he stop at the toll n tell me n taufik that there is no space liao.....and he ask us whether we wan go home now or at 12pm....then we both say that we wan go home now lo..then he sent us to the nearest bus stand....we waited for so long....until the bus came.........luckily taufik is there...so i can ask his father to bring me back to that shop again.....so angry la me...cuz i thought i wan finish it as fast as possible la...

this few days.....i really get addicted to maple......wah this game is really fun n made me addicted...i play until i oso can't stop.....my mum often scold me for being such playful la........i really hate sum ppl....i wan kill ppl la....i wan kill everyone that "menyinggung" my feelings
KILLLL......................

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actually who am i???i m a gurl with a lotz of problems....problematics gurl i think............i am a gurl who mayb seem to be happy.....but the fact is i m not as happy as ppl think........i am a gurl with a lotz of stress....tension all the times........but still.......i won't let ppl to know how stress am i...!!!i m a gurl who like to keep all my secret in deep of my heart.....thus ppl always think tat i m a mysterious gurl......(mayb)i am gurl who like to made a lotz of noise in class....although sumtimes....i seem to be quiet..........as u noe la...my add maths teacher always scold mefor being noisy wo......but i din feel that i m as noisy as my other frenz....but he din scold them oso......oli scold me!!! ???i am a gurl who seem to be very friendly.........but actually i m friendly la....if i hav know the person very well...if not i'll be a gurl who is quite shy.......i dun like to talk to ppl that i m not close v........i m a gurl who dun like to make the first move in watever way......i surely won't make my first move if i wan to made new frenz.......shy i think....i am oso a gurl who hate ppl talk bad things bhind my back....and i m oso a gurl who very "kecil hati".....i think so...wat else i can say about myself le...???i am oso a gurl who dun hav trust in anyone....cuz i hav once been betrayed by my best frenz.........since then........i hav no trust in anyone......n i dun believe in frenz....thus....i dun hav best friend after all..........haiz........eh.......i oso dun noe wat to say bout myself lo......yeah....b4 i forget....i am a gurl who is very violent.....last time....i love to bully the boyz.....but since i go to secondary school....my violent hav decrease lo......gurl....should be so violent ke???but i still like to bully my bro......ok la...i think tat's all for today...........i wanna continue to watch my tv lo.....hahaha

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actually how is the feeling of being a happy person.........???? happy??? i think in my dictionary....there is no the word "happy".....i really dun understand why i always feel sad n depressed de.....??? although i noe......as i am living in this beautiful world.......i should enjoy n be happy every second of it.....but juz dun noe how to express that feeling......i juz feel sad la.........others ppl holidays..........happy...go here n there for vacations.....but for me.........i hav no where to go........i juz can hang around at my tiny little room oli........facing the four walls........i wan to be happy.......OMG.....i think abt it n i found out that i haven't be really happy this year.........this year is really a terrible year for me la....everything i hav done this year seem bad.......no matter in wat category........but xpecially de scout la.........yesterday i read back my blog..........i feel very sad.........for wat's happening to de SCOUT this year..............i really "sai sam" lo.....to SCOUT.....but i think problems will exist next year...........n many problems are cuming......but i think it is already none of my business la....but it is better dun involve me in those troubles jau ok la.............next year..........is CCY really transfer to sentosa .......but y can he be so "cekal" ke....say wan transfer jau transfer ke??? i really wanna salute him lo.............another things tat i am unhappy of is y sum of my frens is so irresponsible ke?? borrow liao ppl things dunno return back....??? ppl ask liao still dun wan return ka??? i really hate this kind of ppl ge la....so hateful la.............ok la..........this few days..........i hav insomnia again.........so tmr i wanna write a blog abt my history or mayb a blog abt me myself ge la........if i gt on9.........in the middle of the night..........hahaha!!!!

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Oo.....i juz cum back from penang at 10pm juz now......at last i am free to post a blog but of course i am free now........HOLIDAYS ma........but my holidays seem to be quite dull n bored la.....so sian la......holidays......those s2pid the frens oso din accompany me to this trip.......make me feel so sian...........but watever la.........OO.....i hav a terrible day in penang la.........i hav never taste such an untasty food b4 in penang......thus i always thought that penang food is the best......but this time during the trip....all those food that i eat.....no matter chay kuay teow, prawn noodles......n many many more.....are not tasty la...........thus in the trip, i lost all my appetite la......moreover....i am not feeling so well too.....always feel wanted to vomit.....flu......n cough like hell.....n i oso feel a bit dizzy during the time.....we walked around the heritage XXX........dun noe why every times....i visit those temples....i oso feel dizzy ke la............n all of us (FORM 4) oso hav stomachache.........dun noe wat hav we eat until all of us oso stomachache..........terrible....TERRIBLE la.......after all the visit to temples..........n all those historical building.....kek lok si.....we travel to the beach.............because of my laziness..........i dun wan to put off my shoes..thus i din play at the water....juz walking beside the beach observing our group playing so "shuang".........in the bus.....all the boys are making a lot of noise.........screaming.....yelling and watever la.........and at last we reach kampar at abt 10pm lo.........i quickly switch on my computer once i reach home.....after i take my comfortable bath............i mei on9 until now lo...............gt a chance chatting with ah jie.........she say she will bring me to penang so that i can taste those delicious food that i hav eaten 2 years ago (if not mistaken) when ah jie is working at penang.......oo.....i hope i can go there n eat TASTY food but not those UNTASTY food anymore..........getting crazy ge la......later when i go kerian campfire..............hope that i ll hav a gud time at there..........!!!!!

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